1982, December 3th
Dear Baba,
Time has gone very fast
since you passed away, but feelings and memories I had with you are still alive
in my heart. Nothing will be the same now that you are not with me. I miss your
company and wise advice, but now with all the things that happened during your
absence. I am convinced that it is time to take my responsibilities and become
a complete man following your steps. In this letter I will tell you some things
and feelings that I have lived during this time, some things like the house we
have with Soraya or the trip I made to Afghanistan, you can't imagine how it
has changed. It seems absurd to write you a letter now that you are dead, but
as you can tell it will be easier to describe everything to you in writing. Even
more I think you will notice that I am writing this to you because you always
had the rights words, the balanced council, wise advice, which I long and need
now.
It is still difficult to
believe you are gone. I am very happy with Soraya and she is with me too,
although we remain childless. Now I am a successful novelist in the United
States, due to all the work now dedicated to my career, I can afford the house
where we are living at this time. Some days ago and an old friend yours, Rahim
Khan, called me by phone from Pakistan and he invited me to go there. When I
was there, I got to know many circumstances and facts when I met Rahim such as
that you sold our house in Afghanistan to him, your friend. Something more I
learned was that Rahim brought back Hassan and his family to live with them in
Kabul. Unfortunately when, Rahim was absent some Taliban came to the house and
killed Hassan and his wife, but they had a boy called Sohrab that ended up in
an orphanage. It was during an intimate conversation with Rahim that he
revealed to me confidentially that Hassan was your son and therefore my
half-brother. I must tell you that this information came as a shock to me. All
my childhood passed before my eyes in a couple of seconds and a mixture of
feelings almost made me collapse. On the one hand, I was happy to realize that
Sohrab was my nephew, but on the other hand, I felt very bad that you never
told me about this reality. Nevertheless, the blood tie are stronger than
anything, "Blood is thicker than wine", as the saying goes. So I set
myself to rescue poor Sohrab from the hands of Taliban and left to Afghanistan.
After much struggle, efforts and suffering I was able to recover my dear nephew
and with some difficulties I was able to succeed in my target of bringing him
with me to the United States. Now we are a family. But was left a painful
impression on Sohrab, he is a boy who has social problems, and he is extremely
shy and has a few friends, whose acquaintance has been promoted by my wife and
me.
It is difficult to bring up
a son. I do not know how to do it, especially in these circumstances. My dear
and beloved father, I need your wisdom in this moment to be able to face the
challenging task of bringing up Sohrab. I pray to God that you will be able to guide
me.
Your son that loves you,
Amir Agha
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